i like to eat peanut butter from the jar. i have fantasies of becoming a famous author. i like the burnt edges on my grilled cheese sandwiches. i can't believe that D ever decided that he loved me. sometimes i wonder why I ever loved him. i don't like condiments:ketchup, mustard, mayonaise, relish etc. i watch what not to wear religiously. i fight the natural curl in my hair. i love baths. i miss my sister. i think all italian food tastes the same. i hate panda express which is my family's favorite restaurant. i want a boob reduction. i wish i could paint. i miss reading for pleasure. i like books on CD. I like the way Cookie looks and smells when she wakes up from her nap. i love that Freckles looks like me. i wish we didn't have some many pine needles in my yard. i like winter better than summer. i never could get a good tan. i am afraid to get old like my mother in law. i hope i am not alone. i want to read my bible more. i wish i had money for a new purse. i am not sure how to use eyeliner. i don't like foundation. i love my red ballet flats. i have stinky feet. sometimes i wish i was single. i want to go to china and india. i love pumpkin spice anything. i miss living near my mom and dad. i hate carrying in groceries. i am making vegetable soup in the crock pot. i spend hours a day just worrying about my weight. i have lots of friends who love me. sometimes i still don't feel loved. i am content in this house and i love my red wall. i wish i had studied harder in school. i make up songs everytime i am in the shower and I never share them with anyone. i love to draw circles all over the place on my bulletin at church. i am lazy. i hate ironing. i am on my way to iron.